Thursday, January 22, 2009

Life Back on the West Coast


My friend, Carissa asked me today if I was happy about being back in Los Angeles. Uh ... do we need to ask??? How could you not be happy when you're driving home and you get to see this from your car window?

Okay, well I didn't see this exact view from my car, but definitely something similar!

You, too would be able to take photos like these if your parents' house was on a hill!

Suffice it to say, I'm definitely coming down from the high of "I'M BACK IN LA!!!!" syndrome. It is interesting to note that I'm still experiencing many of the same symptoms that I felt while in NY - although I was warned that just because I changed my location all my demons wouldn't go away. So it's not a total surprise that I'm starting to be obsessive - again. I did say that I was going to try to give that up this year, right? Lol! It's proving to be difficult because I'm just so ready to start working. I'm currently job hunting but for the most part, I'm bored outta my mind! So a lot of free time = time for Simmone's mind to start obsessing. It'd be a lot easier if I had money to buy things to furnish my new apartment. I've decided that my apartment is just going to be my ongoing pet project. I'm slowly starting to envision what I'd like the interior design to look like. I guess the plus side of living in an NYC apartment is that you don't really have much furniture because there isn't really much room for furniture in the first place. So essentially, my current apartment, which is almost 3x's larger than my Manhattan apartment, and significantly cheaper in rent, is a little empty. But I guess it's a vicious circle:

  • Bored out of my mind --> I'll furnish my apartment! --> Need money --> Need job --> Job hunt --> Wait for response from employers --> Bored out of my mind.
Goal for tomorrow: Get a Ross Report so I can start mailing in headshots = something to do.
Note taken.

And of course, who could've missed Barak Obama's inauguration??? Well, I'm not going to say much about it, since everything that could have been said has been said. But I will say, can we look at the expression on the man's face when he looks at his wife??? Hopefully some day a man will look at me like that. *cue a simultaneous Awwwwww!* Yeah, yeah ... the die-hard romantic in Simmone and all that crap ... shaddup!!!


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I'm Still Alive!!!


Hi hi hi hi hi!

Yes, I've been MIA lately, due mostly to getting settled back in my hometown. I will have pictures of my new apartment soon!!! Mostly now, my days are spent unpacking and submitting my resume for jobs. I'm praying that things will pick up in the acting department and that SAG won't go on strike. If they do, at least I can pursue what ever theater they have out here and try to get my Equity card. I have a hypothesis that it'll be easier to get my Equity card out here because there are less actors competing for roles in theater, as opposed to New York which is primarily a theater town.

Basically, I've decided that for the year 2009, I'm going to let life happen to me. For the past two years, I've been obsessing about my career and quite frankly, I'm just exhausted. If I've learned anything from the past year, I need to enjoy my personal life and just live. The good part is, I'm in LA now and I have a car!!!! I'm no longer stranded by stupid public transportation!!! I can go places!!! I can go to places where I can have fun!!!!! I know that the acting thing will happen eventually, but spending my time with friends and family - those are times I will never get back. And you know what else is also amazing??? The landscape is spread out so I feel like I can breathe!!!! So yes, this has been a moment of "Simmone Growing Up". Thanks for tuning into the program.

By the way, my mom was totally lashing out at Canadians earlier today, which I thought was funny. And no, there really wasn't anything that provoked her mini-rant. She just randomly started going off on the Canadians. I can't really remember what she had said ... something about Canadians being artificial Americans. Hahaha!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Note of the Day


Dear Mom,

Please don't say, "Look! It's the Asian Invasion!" out loud in a room full of Asians. I can't take you anywhere in public ... *sigh*